I'm barely staying afloat these days.
My recital is Monday night, and I am really trying to make sure that I tear it apart.
It's a lot of music, and I've never played flute and clarinet in a recital before, other than jazz combo recitals, so that's pretty scary for me. I am trying to practice my tail off so that I am ready for my recital. PS Wind players need to get some
Chop Savers chapstick, the stuff works, plus it smells good. I thought it would be a gimmick, but it's good stuff.
I'm probably not going to get to rehearse the jazz portion of my recital, but I'll be ok, we'll talk through the tunes and it will be cool.
Everything is coming to a boil right now.
My recital is next Monday, oral exam is Thursday, start playing a show in Baltimore next Tuesday, have to have my scholarly paper turned in by next Friday, finish assignments for jazz arranging, start learning Carnival of Venice on flute, clarinet, bass clarinet, and saxophone. Shed a little and rehearse for Brian Kaufman's recital, I am sure I am leaving 300 more things out.
On top of that figure out what I am gonna do next year. I really want to either go on the road with the Glenn Miller orchestra(if I win the gig) or freelance and teach in the area.
I will get a teaching job if those don't work out, but I want to keep studying and honing my craft.
If I am not nice to you, or seem short, it's b/c I am really stressed and sleep deprived right now.
The next couple of weeks are going to be crazy, I am just trying to stay afloat, I am not exercising, eating well, keeping my room clean or doing laundry, b/c I frankly don't have time.
Plus I am kind of mad that one of my close friends is blowing off some of my recital to go see a pop concert?! What the hell man? I am giving ONE RECITAL, and this is super important to me, and I told this person months in advance the date and time. I try and make all my friends' recitals and concerts that I can unless I have a gig.
I do want to thank Katie K. for helping me with my clarinet and flute stuff. She is going to turn me into a decent clarinet player one of these days. For the record you and D rock, for being there for me and helping me out!
Now to sleep, before starting all over again tomorrow. Pray for me surviving the next several weeks.